Hey. i miss you so bad! this week has been hard for me. I dont know why but it just seems like depressing. I keep thinking about you and what would have happened and what we would be not if you were here. I play the seng by good charlotte hold on in my head. it helps me get through the days. it hurts BAD to know I will not be able to see you again until were grown up. I cant believe its been a year and a month. I remember the last time I saw you was in the locker room. You had the smile you had could just make me happy ALL DAY! When i heard that it was you in the hospital that shot himself I worried so bad I felt sick and I had to go to the councilor a lot. I wonder if i could have done something that would have kept you from playing that STUPID game. well im FINALLY 13! yay. well i have to go now since we have MSA's tomorrow. I will talk to you later sunshine. I LOVE YOU A LOT! Love you, Alexa*
Thomas & Alexa B.F.F.T.T.D.W.B.D. xoxo sweet cakes.