Hey hunnie! Wow, 11 months today. It's so unbelievable. I can't seem to grasp the fact that you are not coming home. I miss you.

Anaiyah had her first birthday last month. She's almost walking now, and talking up a storm. You should hear her say uh-oh. She's so sweet. I got her ears peirced FINALLY this weekend. It took four of us to hold her down! She's so beautiful Cynth. Timmy and I are doing great. He makes me so happy. We are finally starting to get everything together. We talk a lot about different things, and you always come up. He loved you. Very much. I think he hurts knowing what the last thing he said to you was. And you know what it is, he says all the time he's sorry. Do you hear him?

Your mom and brother came to Anaiyah's baptism. We lit a candle for you and prayed that you watch over Anaiyah. I know you will, but, it was reassuring I guess. Your mom and Johnny came to the reception too. Johnny looks good, seemed happy. Your mom seems tired and worn out. I'm not sure though. She's your mom!! lol. I love you, and I miss you. I wish you were here with me. It's really hard sometimes. We are coming up on a year now. In one month today. I'm not looking forward to it, or my birthday really. Make sure you make me strong for my birthday and for your day too. Because I know on your birthday I stayed in my room all day. I miss you. Keep me in your heart.

EVERY LIGHT IN THE HOUSE IN ON WHENEVER YOU FEEL LIKE COMING HOME... YEAH MAN, THAT'S THE GOOD STUFF!!!

I love you forever and a DAY!
Nicole Lynn