I've read the messages that nicole and other friends have written you and i hope you see how much you and your dad are missed and still loved. I was reading Nicole's comments and the inside jokes you two shared, it got me thinking about our inside jokes and the dumb stuff we used to do. it makes me smile and cry at the same time thinking about it. i wish things didn't change between us after highschool. i sent you an e-mail about a week before you died.... you never got it. it said that i missed you and wanted to see you and i'm sorry i never got a chance to. i wish i could have just one more day. I know it was you the other day when i needed someone to talk to... you know what's going on and you knew exactly when to play our song. i love you girl and i miss you like crazy everyday. everytime i hear our song i go back to the crazy summers of 'crisco tanning', sneaking out, hair dyeing, homemade leg wax... i could go on forever!. we had the best times. heaven better watch out when i get there.... more crazy times ahead. i never siad goodbye to you becuase it wasn't goodbye just... see you when i get there. Love you, Miss you, Can't wait to see you! Thank you for my signs they keep my faith up.

your 'non-alcoholic beverage maker'
melanie