hey there baby well its that time again your birthday. Well Happy Birthday!! I also wanted to tell you that lil joey is doing good hell be two this year... i was so mad when you left you promised you would be there with me.. I guess will never know what happened to you. And as youve seen from heaven i have another little boy named jordan. I miss you so damn much you where my world my everything most of all my best friend. Joey when you left me i felt like my whole world came crashing down. i know that alot of things should have been said before you left but they werent and you took alot of deep feelings you had to the grave with you... and you know what they were so do i. But only time will tell until we are together again. Things here are rough with all that i have been going through and i know that no matter what you are always there by myside, i know that you never left me and never will, your death is just a mystery and all unknown... so many stories but never the truth but oneday i will know and my heart will stop aching for you. Mom talks about you everyday and how much she misses you, she told me that she thinks that lil joey was you at soul.. my little thug he's so bad. Just like you.. ha ha ha... Well baby im out and you know everyday that you watch over me that i love you and miss you more than anything tell grandma that i said hi and that i love her and miss her.. i wont say goodbye because goodbye means forever so ill see you when my time is up.

i love you joey always and forever