Well mom, its been nine years and it still feels like yesterday.It seems the pain will never go away I miss you so much I still pick the phone to call you out of habit, it is so hard for me to believe you are really gone, the only thing that keeps me going is knowing I will see you, dad and Jay again when my time comes so you keep saving that place for me up there in heaven. I am looking forward to being with you again mom.I love you so much.