Happy 22nd Birthday girl! I miss you more then you know. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you. They played a song on the radio today for your birthday. I'm sure you saw me crying the whole way to work. It seems like it was only yesterday that we were out doin what we did and chillen. It's hard without you. You were my best friend. The only one I had, or will ever have. I wish you could see the babies growing up so fast. They are so beautiful. I know you see them but its different... I wish you were here. Someone at work today said something to me after I made the comment "But why her?". She said, "dontcha think you are being a little selfish? Think of it this way, she is one of the lucky ones, she doesn't have to be here suffering, getting hurt and broken hearts, and growing old." She gets the best of the best where she is." I just smiled... so I guess I am a little selfish. I want you here for me. You will never know what our friendship meant to me, partly cuz I never had the chance to tell you. Keep me strong and keep me and my babies together... I love you sooo much.

Every light in the house in on, whenever you feel like coming home.... yeah man that's the good stuff.

I love you,

Nicole