Thomas. i honestly dont know what im doing anymore. by the end of each day im wishin you were here. its been 3 years babbyy. i came and seen you on feb 25. i sat wiith you for 3 hours me and amberr. we miss you so much thomas. things were so easy when you were aroundd. i wishh i could see you jussone more time and we could leave this world together babe. everyone says they love youu. shit. boy you KNOW i love you more then anything and anyone ever could. your were my sunshine on a rainy day. just seeing your face made me smile hugee. but i look up to the sky every nite before i go to bed and know your in the right place. ill never be able to get over the fact tht your really gonee. :/ i miss you thomass.

i do counsoling noww. and im doing alot better then i was. im excepting that your not here anymore and i cant change that. but still my heart says its not right. and that you should be here. with me. every second.

thomass.
i miss you
to much to
explain. i
love youuu

see youu soon babbyy