~~~dearest nikki~~~
2maro is my birthday, and i wish very much that you were here to share it with me... the family went to cancun, i wish u were there, we had a blast. and i went again last week!!hee hee!!! oh and guess what..we got matthew drunk!!ha ha wish u couldve seen that one dont ya... well baby*girl, i love you and i miss you, your supossed to be living with me rite now!! i know you are happy now tho' in a better place and i hope youre up there watching over me, like my guradian angel. hugs n kisses i love you lil sis, ur always in my heart, and i miss you every single day... oh i almost forgot , its weird when we were all in cancun 2gether..i was walking down the street and i saw ..you..it looked juz like you when you were a lil girl, it brought tears to my eyes, and gave me shivers...in 100 degree weather!! almost ever day i listen to "open arms" in my car where ur picture hangs from my mirror and i feel ur presence...anyways i will talk to you soon baby
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to you: i send all of my love, and tons of hugs n kisses.......
~*~shan~*~