I look back on that day and I cant help but cry
Wanting an explanation 2 as why you wanted to die

You knew we were here if you needed to talk or juz wanted us 2 listen 2 you cry
But 4 mos ago u gave us no choice..u juz left us without a goodbye

I don’t understand it and I suppose I will never know
Why after only 13 years of life u decided it was ur time to go

You were more than a sister, you were a daughter, and a friend
You brought us all joy in our times of sadness, none of us were ready for that to end

The choice that you made that nite wasn’t at all very fair
Nikki, I promise you it wasn’t all that hard to bear

See god had you first and he gave you to us to watch for him for a little while
So I guess he needed you back, but juz one more time I’d like to see you smile

I see you in my memories every single day, but its not the same
I want to see you beside me, not in a picture in some stupid frame

I love you baby*girl and one day the family will be 2gether again
Until then: everyday to you all my love I send

we all love you and miss you very much baby!! x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x