Hey, big brother! Where do I begin? I know that I love you very much and can't believe that your gone. I know I should have told you more that I love you and should have kept better in touch. But one takes for granted that their loved ones will always be here. We forget that life is not eternal only death is. I hope you know how much I truly love you and I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. I know mom is having a real hard time with your passing. You where her son and she wishes it was her and not you that is gone! I told her to stop saying those things, but you know mom. If you get a chance, let her know you love her. YOu didn't keep in touch with her very often when you where here and I think she would love to hear from you now, at least let her know your ok, me too if you can. I know your in a better place but I worry about you still as I did when you where alive. I feel guilty for not calling as much or getting up to see you.
Life is hectic for me right now, but I try to call Jane and the kids to make sure they are ok.

I hurt bad, I can only imagine what they feel. I love them all so very much!
You truly did not realize how much everyone loved you and I am soo very sorry for that. You may not have been rich in money, but you sure are rich with love and that is what makes life worth living for us, the ones you left behind. The love and I love you!
I hope life for you in heaven is good and I hope you are much more happy there then here. When we would talk you seem so unhappy at times and I remember a couple conversations we had I would have to remind you that you had the world with the kids and Jane, I hope you realized that before you left us.
How is your dad? Have you seen him?
I best get back to work now.
Life will never be the same now that your gone.
I Love you so much!
Your little sister!
Muriel