It has been 8 months since you left me. I never imagined it would be this hard. I think about all the things we did together. I can't even go into a store without looking to see if you are still behind me. I went to see you yesterday. I let you know the Aunt Barbara is sick. Not sure if you are getting lonely up there or what, but that makes 3 of us that have been in the hospital in the last 3 weeks, including myself. I talked to Jackie about you Saturday. We hang together alot these days. I think it is good for her. Everytime we are together we listen to "Wind Beneath my Wings". I guess you could say it's kind of like Family Therapy without all the insurance crap. You know something funny. Taylor is playing soccor now. I haven't seen her play, but I hear she is cute. I wear that Princess shirt you gave me everytime I come see you. Even though you are not here with me physically you will ALWAYS be a Queen in my world. Nana I can't explain how much pain I am in without you here. Since you left me I thought about moving out of state. Not really sure I want to stay here anymore. You were everything to me when you were here. And now that you are in Heaven I am sure if I move you will still look out for me. Speaking of looking out for people I need you to look after Mommy. She just isn't herself. I haven't figured out what the problem is, but I am sure we can both use our imagination and figure that out. I just hope she gets better. Well I guess I better get going. I will talk to you later. I will blow you a Good Night kiss tonight before I got to bed. I LOVE YOU!!!!