Monday will be 2 months since you've been gone. You would think that time would begin to make this easier, but it doesn't. And to think I was worried about not getting to see you for a week or so at a time when you went into the academy. Now I have to spend the rest of my life w/o you. Every morning I wake up and wonder why you're still not back, and why I have to go through each day w/o you. Please continue to give me the strength to carry on and know that you were truely loved. Love always, Stacey