Hey Bud...another weekend coming up, another family event coming up and you aren't here. Donna & the kids are coming in, Aunt Bonnie is coming in and we are having the BBQ @ Mem-maws house again. I wish you could be there! I put that picture up we took at your 11th Birthday @ Jeepers. I was packing and found it...It's a great picture!! Thank you for smiling in it, I know how you hated to smile for pictures :-) CHEESE! I miss you baby. I wake up in the morning thinking "Great, here goes another day!" And its hard making my day go by. I laugh w/the guys at work, laugh @ home, play w/Maddie & joke w/Tif, but inside I am dying. The pain isn't any better what so ever. The days are longer, I don't sleep very long, I can't have a moment of silence without re-living Jan. 14th over & over again. I need some comfort Kyle. Show me something baby. I have the thoughts of what Heaven "is"...but only you can let me know how you really are. Are you okay? Are you @ peace? Are you feeling any loss? Do you miss me? I LOVE YOU! Hugs & Kisses My Guardian Angel! Mom