Hey little buddy! How are you doing?
I truly believe heaven is a wonderful place. So I know you're o.k.I know you're not hungry or scared or cold or hurt.I believe you don't need or want for anything in heaven.I know you're happy and at peace. I just wish you could be happy here and playing your video games or even arguing w/ me. I don't care as long as you could be here.
I keep re-playing the night you died in my head and everything happened so fast.One minute you were here and the next I was looking at you lying on that stretcher. It was so unreal and I never got to say "goodbye".So, "goodbye Klye". I love you very much!!
Many,many times a day I think about you. I don't think that will ever change.It's just become part of my life now.I don't know if time will heal this one. It's a big one.Maybe it will heal the opeen wound, but I will have a huge scar forever. I miss you!
We moved the computer into your room, but you already kne that didn't you. I know you're watching ouer us.Anyway, I go into your room to use the computer and it still feels so weird. I can feel your presence, but I know you'll never really be there again. It's very upsetting. Allyour things are still there,but it's just so empty to me know. A sad room. It's so awful w/ out you in it.I vacuum it and think what a waste that you won't be playing in it and making more messes for me.
I always try to act really strong for your Dad and Tif, but I don't get my feelings out like I should.Maybe writing to you will help.I will continue to act strong for them because it's the only thing I feel like I can do to help them get through losing you.Although, they'll never get over it. There's just not much I can do to help them.Dad's not good and they both miss you, angel and so do I.
I know I'll see you again one day.It's just hard to know it will probably be so long.Thank you for being a part of my life. I couldn't have chosen a better person to be like a son to me. You're the best!! I love and miss you!
XXXXOOOO Love,Sandy