Tricia- You know its so hard to believe that we just talked on the phone the night before all this happened, and you know we hadnt talked in a long while till just recently. we just finnally started talking again and it felt so good to hear from you again. we had talked a few times since you had moved away but not like the past couple of weeks and i really felt that we were getting back to being the friends we once were and then i tried to get a hold of you for 3 days straight and nothing i figured you were messin with me but i never thought anything like this could ever happen not to someone so close. but now i know the truth and i missyou so very much and i hope where ever you are that you are ok and maybe one day we can meet again.