P.A.M. I just want you to know that yes I have had other so called serious relationships, but almost 3 years ago I have finally found the one that truly counts and will last a lifetime. I know I have to open back up that door to trust again, and I will, but I need for you know I will always truly love only you. Some may say we are at a dead end in our lives together but I don't believe that and I know you don't either,when your situation is taken care of, then we will show the world there is no dead end but only a new beginning. I love you P.M., and when things are over and taken care of, then we can spell the names out for the world to see we are in LOVE.. I LOVE YOU BABY.