I don't know why it is that you feel you can't be your self with me. At times everything is great and I am so in love and at others things are just weird. I don't get it! You fill my head up with everything I know is the truth then you never act on it. I know you have always had problems expressing your feelings and I know you have been through a lot in the last year or so but you don't have to keep things from me. You don't have to act like you don't feel the things you do when you know our feelings are mutual. I love you and I love everything about you and you just need to give in and stop playing hard to get and acting stuborn all the time. I wish things were so diffrent. If I had things my way a long time ago you would never have had to deal with anything you have been dealing with. You messed things up for your self and it is time you fix them your self so we can finally be together. All this here and there non sense is not working for me so you better do something soon or you will loose me again, just this time it will be forever. I am here for whatever it is you need but I can't wait forever! I love you!