I loved you but now it’s all gone faded like the turning leaves, which fall lifelessly to the ground. I gave you every part of me and yet it was never enough to make you stay with me to make you be happy when I was falling apart the whole time. You have nobody to blame but yourself, didn't you know that eventually I would break, and when I broke you stood in shock begging me not to go...what do you want to hear from me, do you honestly think after the million chances I gave you to prove yourself to me that I could possibly find another chance for you, another time for me to be disappointed, my heart shattered on the ground. I can't take the thought of trying to mend my heart again so I have to ignore your cries, although my heart wants to give in my mind is stronger now and I WON'T!