I am happy to hear the way you feel about me, I enjoy our time toghter and yes I want that house too, I been hopeing to be a part of you for the last SIX years now. You know what is standing in the way of us being happy, or should I say WHO is standing in the way of us being happy. I not only want you to show me how much you love me online I want you to do it in person also. I need that for my peace of mind.I called you the other morning at 3am just to say I miss you and I love you,but I was theone that was surprised wasnt I???? I love you with all my heart and feel that I need you to make changes in your life and soon.I miss you I miss our times toghter I miss our nights toghter I just miss feeling like I live in your heart for slwoly but surely I feel like someone else is takeing my spot. Make my Christmas happy this year...you know what you need to do. Please do it. Rather you do or not I will no go away I will always be right there. theres nothing that can stop the way I feel for you. I love you, and always will.

Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest

I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight

Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away