For as long time i have wondered what should have been...it seemed like the harder i would try the more i was pushed away. I talk to you now and it makes my heart hurt to know that the problems that you used to share are still there. I tied to take them away and give you the life i felt you deserved. But i could not cause you would not let me. Now i am far from you and i can still here your voice calling me and asking me for help even though we havent really talked in months. I hope that through all of the pain we both have learned something. I know i have, and i know where i have always wished i could be...Maybe one day through some twist of fate, but until then i will always hold onto t he memory of our love...