Hi Baby,
I dont get to see you often but at least I get to talk to you everyday. Though I dont know how long I can go like this, I cherish every second that Im with you. I really miss you. I miss you so very much. I think of you all the time and pray for answers. Why things have to be the way they are, if I/We are where were suppose to be, how long its going to take before we know for sure what to do, and when that time comes I wonder how I will deal whether the outcome is good or bad. I do know that I do not like to see you the way you are.... hurt, sad, confused, not kowing, and scared. Its bringing you down and its so obvious. You have brought so much into my life in the short time that I have known you and I cant thank you enough for that. Baby, you know how much I love you, and my shoulder will always be here for you. But I want my baby back again. The guy I fell in love with just a few short months ago. I want that happy, carefree person. The one that always smiled. The one that always made me smile. I miss that person so much. I miss hearing you voice at night, your voice messages. I miss hearing your voice in the morning when I wake up. We aways said we didnt know how things happened the way they did, but they did. And it wasnt hard, it just came naturally. Baby I love you, I miss you and I will continue to pray for answers and wonder why things are the way they are and wonder how things are going to turn out. They say that if you love something to let it go, if it comes back its meant to be yours, if it doesnt it never was. I'm not ready to do that. I just cant accept the fact that something that feels so right can be wrong. Just doesnt make sense to me. And I know that I honestly love you, and when were together, it feels so right. I guess only time will tell.

Baby, your girl loves you so very much.