Needing your love is definitely a downfall for me. You are such an amazing man, a good father, a good friend, a good provider, and a good son. All of these things make me want to love you so much, love you for who you are and who you want to be. Although one of these traits makes it impossible for us to just relax and see what things would happen between us, I know in my heart that I could love you to the ends of the earth. You make me want to be a better person, to do whatever it takes to make you happy and to just love you with all my heart. It saddens me to know that it will never be, but I know that there could be such magic between us. The kind of passion that we have together is just a window into what we could have. I will forever dream of that day, the day that will never come. I will, however, appreciate the time that I have with you whether it is just talking as friends, or whispering things to each other when we are together late into the night. I miss you.