I decided to write again, even though I'm not sure you are reading these.
I still love you very much and want great things for you- but after the ways you've hurt me, I can't say that I am "in love" with you anymore. I care about what happens in your life (it all affects someone else that I care about very much) and the path that you chose was not one that I would have picked, but it was your decision, and I can accept that.
Maybe you chose the path you did, because I didn't leave you much of a choice- but that doesn't change how much it hurt me.
Now you have to accept that I have also chosen a new path, and I have a new life and a new love.
Please know that I am fine and you dont have to worry about me. I don't need "saved" anymore.